One day at a time they say. It is true. There is one second then the next. What one did in this second cannot be taken away in the next. The trick is to look forward all the time. But how can we? Humans tend to look at the past and say "those were the times". Wising we could go back to the "fun" days and not realizing that we have grown and that now is fun too, if you want it to be.
I used to pray to God, asking for things and opportunities i never had. I prayed and prayed. Now it seems like Russian Roulette. I pulled the trigger afew times and nothing happened. Now , i pulled it for the heck of it and *poof* fireworks. No i did not die. It seems that ive found someone. Dono if im glad or still in shock. Its funny, when we want something so bad and we try so hard to get it, we fail. Just like taxis, when im rushing to go somewhere all the confounded things are no where to be found. But when im crossing the road, these things come blaring its horn at me. Now that ive found him i do not know what to do. Do i go with the flow, stop it or go against it? This is called contradicting myself and its my forte.
Its the end of the semester and the end of our freshman year! HURRAY!! 2nd year here i come! Thanks to the Korean guy who shot 32 students and faculty members of Virgina Tech Uni, i will not be able to go to UB in NY to study. My mom's all fanatic about possible shootings in UB and that i will die there cos one idiot's problems! Oh well, this is sad.
Another realization came to me. *wow what a good day* If you feel like something bads gonna happen then it will, even if its not supposed to!
Chew on that!
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