jugging wrk and full time sch is nt an ez thing...too difficult...time can be easily broken up for different things...but how abt the mind? well tts wad i need to learn...family, friends, sch and wrk. too difficult at this time and thus making mistakes...and then end up feeling disappointed with myself....this is not good for my health too...

im praying hard tt i wont get my fits again...cant afford to have my fits again...i need to rest plenty...the wierd thing is that like last yr mom's gg to be in india, like last yr i will be very very bz with sch but unlike last yr, this yr im gg to be bz with wrk and not 21st bday parties and arrangetram...ah well...one big diff is that im scared of my health so its NOT gg to happen this yr or next or any time ever...........

groan