now the proj has been given to her...why? cos im do not know abt the kids who are comin in and why is tt? cos pomelo does not tell me....and why? well shes a controllin bitch....

im tryin not to get hurt and pissed and angry...im tryin to think tt shes like this cos she feels threatend by me...but well...

im nt askin any one to hate her...all im askin is to let me do my job...don hinder me with my job...cos i know i can do my job and i do it well...don hinder it jus cos u wan my place? why is it that u want my place? find yr own...why are u squeezin into a tuna can? move away and be gd in somethin else...

why is there a competition? omg...i know e wrld is full of competition but there is no need for it.

rubz and kt are right...i have to stand up and not get stepped all over...ive got to learn to be tough...and therefore...THIS IS WAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.....

im gg to set things right with darth vadar and pomelo...im gg to tell all that has happpened and set my name and rep right...an nt gg to fight but im gg to clear my name....