things are crazy....now all the screws in my head are gone....
what i will do i know not....its just sooooooo frustrating....
withholding information till the very last fuckin moment and then what happens?
im in the wrong...i don say anything cos i don wanna cause more probs by me saying them..
but right now i think i must learn to voice my concerns....
as usual its going to be all my fault....
now i know why...and that is because i do not say anything...
but sometimes i say too much...
sometimes i say the wrong thing to the wrong person at the wrong time....
i will learn to say what i need to say when i need to...