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here i go again....

im down yet again! been feelin depressed for some time now....i keep telling bobo that i donno wads makin me feel down. and i dont.....and she says that i do...so maybe i do...but maybe only. maybe it could be that i miss my dad and want him so badly back. or maybe it could be that i simply miss having some next to me. there are days when i miss him. so badly that i could cry. but then again i think 'this is life and the ony thing u can do is to move on' i have moved on...but i feel lonely...

and its coinciding with my assignments, projects, bday chalet and house renovation. my maid was saying that i seemed to be in a bad mood. which is true. i wanna be held again. i wanna feel loved. i wanna belong and wan someone to belong to me.

life is being a moron...i will get over it...but it will take time...