purpose of life

what is the purpose of my life?

what i love to do:

1. take photographs and let the world see the beauty ive taken
2. make stories
3. make people laugh
4. travel

what i should do about it:

1. travel and take photographs
2. do a professional course in photography ect
3. find a job in my chosen profession

what is stopping me:

1. what other people think about my choice
2. mom
3. finance
4. fear of losing everything
5. fear of failing

how to make myself happy

1. look for courses outside of sg
2. study
3. travel
4. work for it
5. screw the pain and go with it
6. try for the sake of trying, atleast i know ive tried

now what?

1. apply for courses
2. slog like ive never slogged
3. show my family that i am working for what i wanna do
4. show myself im worth it